Autumn Leaves ft. Ryme Wizard & Andrew Warden Lyrics

I'm walking down the same path my crack dealing father left

I'm walking down the same path my prostitution mother left

I want to be myself but I'm following their footsteps

I take a deep breath I'm praying for my death

The pain would be less if the heart in my chest

Would just take a rest God please take me next

Even my success cannot heal me I confess

Let the kingdom come I'm tired of this pest

That I call my life I know I did my best

But even my very best cannot undo this mess

I try oh I try I just cry and hope to die

I wanna pair of wings I wanna learn to fly

All the pain I hold inside is eating me alive

All the love I've been deprived my life is just a lie

I deserve to go to Hell let Satan have me tonight

I'm heading to the left steady trying to do what's right

All the liquor that I drink brings out my rage

All the weed that I smoke takes away my pain

All the pills that I pop take away my shame

And the woman that I love saves me everyday

All the liquor that I drink brings out my rage

All the weed that I smoke takes away my pain

All the pills that I pop take away my shame

And the woman that I love saves me everyday

I hope tomorrow turns out being better than yesterday

I hope I find the words that I always really wanted to say

Baby hold me tight and never let me go away

Because yesterday went by so fast it seems like it was just today

I'm moving slow motion can't seem to handle my own emotions

I rip my own heart apart and can't seem to close it

Pick the needle up and sew it while it's leaking

I can't manage knees buckle up I cannot stand it

Scarred tissue I wish you saw the damage

You didn't help but you kind of handed it

I just don't understand it girl you lied left me abandoned

Said you'd always be my friend but haven't spoke a word since the end

Now I notice that I rip my own heart apart

And cannot seem to close it pick the needle up and sew it

Because without you I cannot manage because the best things in life

Are a kiss and a bandage and you left me empty handed handed

Let the rain fall and the autumn leaves drift

Because all this pain I feel is all that I expect from you

From you from you from you from you from you from you from you

Let the rain fall and the autumn leaves drift

Because all this pain I feel is all that I expect from you

From you from you from you from you from you from you from you

I'm stressing with my anger got this sickness in my system

You left me all alone so now it's you that I'm missing

It's you that brought me back my hopes and my tears

It's true the ones I haven't seen since seven years

I want you to know you got me praying every night

And if I could see or speak to you I'd learn to live my life

I'm trying to live the best fucking way that I can

Because you're all I got to live for

Because you're all I got to live for

Because you're all I got to live for

Let the rain fall and the autumn leaves drift

Because all this pain I feel is all that I expect from you

From you from you from you from you from you from you from you

Let the rain fall and the autumn leaves drift

Because all this pain I feel is all that I expect from you

From you from you from you from you from you from you from you

Let the rain fall and the autumn leaves drift

Because all this pain I feel is all that I expect from you

From you from you from you from you from you from you from you

Let the rain fall and the autumn leaves drift

Because all this pain I feel is all that I expect from you

From you from you from you from you from you from you from you