Real Me Lyrics

I am who i wanna be

Nobody knows real me

I am trying to break free

But my eyes cannot see

I am who i wanna be

Nobody knows real me

I am trying to break free

But my eyes cannot see

I live in a reality

Where i am stuck

My body is controlling me

My mind said enough

The feel of anxiety

Makes the happiness suck

Wanting a part of me

To just turn out of luck

Feels like i am piloting

But i lost too much

So how do i navigate

When i feel out of touch

What if i am the cause

I am always in doubt

And i feel so lost

What am i talking about

I know you have opinions

Once i had them too

Running like an idiot

Where am i headed to

If i made a mistake

Then would i do

What would it take

To stop me from losing you

Where is the end

If we never began

What would happen

If i don't see you again

And i was so scared

I couldn't admit it

But it is a nightmare

How can i beat it

I am who i wanna be

Nobody knows real me

I am trying to break free

But my eyes cannot see

I am who i wanna be

Nobody knows real me

I am trying to break free

But my eyes cannot see

People want me to change

To be something different

But i am that one cent

That doesn't make a difference

And my mind is set

To fit what i need

Following the wind

That wants me to lead

I am like a steel

And i stand solid

You are the thing

That fills in the void

But i am the guy

You want to avoid

I am the stamp

Of non-existent coin

I am like a ghost

When the mouths phase

Sitting on the edge

Cleaning my blade

That cut the lip

And put it to sleep

And saw true colors

Hiding underneath

Who am i really

What is the point

What is my goal

Where am i going

Why do i judge

Without even knowing

What is the side

The wind would be blowing

I am who i wanna be

Nobody knows real me

I am trying to break free

But my eyes cannot see

I am who i wanna be

Nobody knows real me

I am trying to break free

But my eyes cannot see