Home Isn't Home Anymore Lyrics

Decide

If this is still her life, even if I'm gone

I'm medicated and can't speak on us

The season's fading out

And I can't find my home

Or find out what that means to me

But I'd give it all to let it in and feel again

(Search for the heart of this existence)

It's a facade I'm living in a better place

When there's dreams that I still seek

But would you still give it up and run away in the end?

Cause I am just so sick of faking every single face while we pretend

Who we are

This time all the flames are pouring out

But I'm stuck inside this hole

(A ball and chain and I'm so invested)

So despondent from this scene

It's a fabricated mess

(Please don't take it out on me)

And the messages all say to go home

(Just leave it and go home)

And throw this life away

I like to pretend I'm a better man, but I'm not

Do you wanna stay and see everything

When I know that I'm still weak

Or would you still give it up and run away in the end?

Cause I am just so sick of faking every single face while we pretend

Cause I am a ghost, and all that I've become is what I've hated most

I won't wait to run away

From the moment I stepped in the room

I could see that your eyes lost their color and their glow

And now I wonder if there's something I missed

Should I stray from the kiss that could save us now before I'm gone?

From the moment I stepped in the room

I could see that your eyes lost their color and their glow

I know now there's something I've missed

If I stray from the kiss, will I sever everything I love?

Would you still give it up and run away in the end?

Cause I am just so sick of faking every single face while we pretend

Where I am a ghost, and all that I've become is what I've hated most

And I won't wait

Would you still give it up and run away in the end?

Cause I am just so sick of faking every single face while we pretend

Cause I am a ghost, and all that I've become is what I've hated most

I won't wait to run away