a mess Lyrics

I've been a mess

No ion know what to do

I've been a mess

That's why I come to you

It's been a mess

I've been goin cray

It's been a mess

Lemme tell you bout my day...

(Ayy)

Shit's been insane

I always thought it would be plain

(Ugh)

Living in shame

This ain't the life I'm tryna claim

(Nah)

Fighting for fame

Just tryna get my name enflamed

(Ugh)

But I feel pain

Maybe I should blow my brain

(Wait)

This shit just got the best of me

Tryna find fame, but it won't rescue me

Tryna find hope day by day

But I guess there's none anyway

Cause I'm tryna be the best

And for that ion get no rest

It's been truly insane

The flame I'm tryna reclaim

(But shit)

Maybe there's none

Maybe I'm not the one

Maybe I'm not the son

Maybe it'll never be

Maybe there's no strength in me

Maybe I'll never be alright

Maybe I should give up the fight

Hell no

Bitch I'm sipping the dro

I'm tipsy as hell

But these feelings do dwell

And I keep them inside

Cause I don't like to confide

In these random hoes

But I gotta letchu know...

These things I go through I know you do to

(You do)

That's why I speak cause I know it'll help you

(Help you)

Shit I hate making these songs

But these ones that live on

So even when I'm on

You'll know

I've been a mess

No ion know what to do

I've been a mess

That's why I come to you

It's been a mess

I've been goin cray

It's been a mess

Lemme tell you bout my day...

Get comments now telling me not to quit

(This is it)

Get comments now that I sound like shit

(This ain't it)

These friends I have stuck by me through the pain

The friends I had they left me in the rain

(Hoe)

There ain't no good or bad

It's how you go through it

But I don't dwell in pain

I put it in the music

There ain't no shame

In saying how you feel

That's why I stay In the real

And I can't conceal

(Cause shit)

What can I do

If I can't make tunes then what do I do

I get depressed if I don't make songs

Cause this is where I belong

Too many days I don't feel right

Make a tune I'm quite alright

(ugh)

Cause Ion fuck with they ideals

Fuck what they say and make your shit real

I remember last year I couldn't do shit

And now I do everything myself tryna get lit

(Ugh)

These things I go through I know you do to

(You do)

That's why I speak cause I know it'll help you

(Help you)

Shit I hate making these songs

But these ones that live on

So even when I'm on

You'll know

I've been a mess

No ion know what to do

I've been a mess

That's why I come to you

It's been a mess

Life's been goin cray

It's been a mess

Lemme tell you bout my day