Ashtray Music ft. KJ Focus Lyrics

My mind racing a million miles in a minute

Hard to smile with this pigment

It's been a while since I did it

You niggas lie for a image

And I got niggas that done died tryna flip it

Or are inside of a prison

Pray to God I get my brother back

Took him from me 3 times I've had enough of that

Some niggas claim they held it down but I can see that their energy off

And I ain't petty I just gotta good memory dawg

Used to think bout it heavy now it don't get to me dawg

Why the things we picture perfect really tend to be flawed

I guess it's in our nature to glorify the nostalgia

More than high though it's all love

But at the same mortified at the thought of losing it all

Talking about myself stressing out tell me who can I call

Take a knee for my life now they got troopers involved

But in more than one way I might have to shoot for the stars yeah

Cuz I'm trapped amongst rats in this rat race

Lapping niggas since back when I was in last place

Smoke gas and leave ashes in the ashtray

For whenever I'm having a bad day yeah

I'm trapped amongst rats in this rat race

Lapping niggas since back when I was in last place

Smoke gas and leave ashes in the ashtray

For whenever I'm having a bad day yeah

Coming from where I'm

These streets are Mad tough

Fiends with some cash come

And we tryna Stack sumn

You see a badge run,

Police will tag ya or at least they gon tax ya

They beat my ass once

Said that I resisted arrest and I'm tryna act tough

Only when sipping some lean is when imma act up

See I never had much but I always had nuff

All of that's perspective conversing with those who've had stuff

They see my dreads it's a wrap

Can't look ahead our past

Or get to forgetting the facts

Like ending up dead cuz I'm black

And I already pray even though we are already prey to the system

Denying shit like what happened to Freddie Grey is the issue

Holdup, So what

Hate me, Don't ya?

Crazy? Sho nuff

Blame it on us but

Pardon me honestly gon keep it a bean

A lotta guala fuels the greed for the green

In this rat race