The Opposite of Loneliness Lyrics

I've been waking up sick

I can't seem to get over it and

I've picked up this habit of

Making you feel like shit

When I quote Hideous Men

You tell me I'm not sensitive, but

I said that it's messed up

You know that thing with the challenger

I've got this nightly routine

Walking 'round parking lots screaming

Looking for anything, yelling your name

And words like fight me

I got so nervous and I've been so sick of feeling lonely

I've been walking in places I shouldn't

And digging up tragedy

I had this wild idea that I might find poetry

In your back yard or locked cars

Or these tax forms addressed to me, but

I've been coming up blank

Except for some words that you sent, but

The post office burned down and it took your letters

I've got this nightly routine

Walking 'round parking lots screaming

Looking for anything, yelling your name

And words like fight me

I got so nervous and I've been so sick of feeling lonely

I've been walking in places I shouldn't

And digging up tragedy

Well you dug up some dead dandelions

And you threw them into a vase

And it felt like something else leaving

Another thing you couldn't save

And it feels like some kind of curse

Like saying the right thing at the wrong time

When you're next to me I get paranoid

I slept on the wrong side last night

I've got this nightly routine

Walking 'round parking lots screaming

Looking for anything, yelling your name

And words like fight me

I got so nervous and I've been so sick of feeling lonely

I've been walking in places I shouldn't

And digging up tragedy