Endless Cycle Lyrics

Every choice I made felt so wrong,

Hearts that loved me turned to stone.

Guess I'll pay for this till the end of time.

Winning, losing, calculating,

Why was I always hesitating?

Breaking my mind, searching for a perfect sign…

But when will it happen?

When will love feel real inside?

All I do is…

Fake it all again, fake it all again, so tiring.

Pay the price again, pay the price again, rewiring.

How do I break this endless cycle now?

Told myself this is what I need,

Lying empty, numbing every feeling.

I gave it all, I played along,

Even when it felt so wrong.

How could I be so cruel to myself?

But when will it happen?

When will love feel real inside?

All I do is…

Fake it all again, fake it all again, so tiring.

Pay the price again, pay the price again, rewiring.

How do I break this endless cycle now?

Will we have kids, will we settle down?

I'd love to, but you're not the one.

I wanna keep you,

But you hold me down, you tear me up.

You are a dream girl,

A fantasy I made up.

Maybe we met just to end up

All alone…

Born to be alone, born to be alone,

Maybe I deserve it.

Born to be alone, born to be alone,

Maybe it's all worth it.

How do I break this endless cycle now?