Unequivocal Lyrics

I looked away

When I turned back

I saw you crying

What to say

That'll hurt less

There's no denying

Turned upside down

Like a smile to a frown

A home turned to ash

And ghosts from the past

It's unthinkable

One fine day

It'll happen

I'll be dying

But today

I feel useless

I keep on living

Too strange to mention

A spider eating cinnamon

A bird and a cat

On top of a dog's back

It was quizzical

What can we be?

Where's the meaning?

Where do we go?

What's it all for?

Oh I've been pining

A dream so cloying

A life confining

All I am is longing

A crusade

Against the truthful

The priests are lying

Evaporate

Into the ether

I'm made of nothing

The present has passed

The future is coming fast

The threads the fates sew

Are something we'll never know

Unforeseeable

A hope so small

It's miniscule

My pain's prolonging

Summer to fall

And fall to winter

Time is flying

A life in relapse

My brain is in collapse

An inbox that's full

The hair I should've pulled

Two whole weeks ago

Why can't you see

How we're not free?

How do you cope?

Where's all the hope?

Can you find me

A silver lining?

I've been divining

While I'm declining

What's good here is gone

A pill under my tongue

And blood down the drain

And chemicals in my veins

It's medicinal

How do I function?

The damage can't be undone

I know there's no cure

My prognosis is sure

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