
Fight With Myself Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2025
Lyrics
If you're listening to this then welcome
Welcome to the nights I swore I'd change
Welcome to the mornings where I woke up the same
Welcome to the mistakes the regrets the voices in my head
This ain't just an album
This is every scar every loss every fight I barely survived
So sit down listen close…
And walk with me through the fire
Woke up again on the floor of my sins
Empty bottles broken trust yeah it's all sinkin' in
Phone buzzin' I ignore it—who the hell wanna talk?
Ain't no words that could fix all the bridges I dropped
Mirror cracked and my face looks strange
Same dead eyes but the soul ain't the same
Swore last night was the last damn time
But I'm lyin' to myself—hell I do it by design
I been fighting with myself I been running from the past
Tried to break the chains but they held me back
Every scar every loss every tear that I shed
Still breathing but I feel like I'm already dead
My mom's name lightin' up my phone
Bet she's prayin' that I'm sober but she knows I ain't home
Sarah's text just said *"I can't do this again"*
Man I already know how this story's gonna end
Used to drink for the buzz now I drink for escape
Used to call it fun now it's just a mistake
I was a son a brother a father a man
Now I'm just another bottle in a trembling hand
I gotta get up… I gotta move
But I don't even know where to start
I been fighting with myself I been running from the past
Tried to break the chains but they held me back
Every scar every loss every tear that I shed
Still breathing but I feel like I'm already dead
Nah… I ain't going out like that
I done lost too much I ain't losing me too
I done hurt too many I ain't adding more wounds
No more bottles
No more chains
No more drowning myself in the weight of the pain
No more excuses I know what's at stake
I been buried alive but it's time that I wake
They thought they had me
Thought I'd never break free
Thought I'd fade into the bottle…
But I ain't done yet