AJW Lyrics

Search for a savior

Searched for myself in this bottle of yauger

Numerous errors as I'm compiling the data

My funds are running low the realization is fatal

The doubt eats away it's been altering my trajectory

I've noticed I'm harping on my subconscious excessively

Ego and pride is making one disastrous recipe

Is it my drive determination tired of questioning things

I'm intrigued by your perception of me

I can see your thinking lesser of me

tell me would you accept me with all of my flaws

Or Would you push me to be all you know I can be

And at the times when I needed your congratulation's

It's only me and this cup for all my celebrations

This life I'm living ain't been feeling celebratory

I'm Still having trouble withholding my procrastination

Vacating the premises is my newest vacation

Made that move in a business sense my sanity's aching

I'm growing more tentative with the fact I can make it

Or maybe it's the devil on my shoulder whos playing

Or me not believing the angel and all relayed to me

I look around and no one else is here in this cage with me

Ill wait for judgment day and I stopped judging myself

And just prepare for either heaven or hell

Ace world that means more to me than my life

Times we never got to have it isn't sitting right

Never gave you recognition determination uplifting our spirits how this could happen can't be justified

I guess I'll have to roll the dice

And take a chance that ima see you in another life

Or in heaven when my time comes

Know all of us want our ones I need somebody else that your sister autumn can bother

Won't get the chance to see how you'd be as a father or go to places that me and you never thought that we'd be going but nevertheless I digress

Thought shit was good then got hit with reality check

It made me question this thing I pursue the doubt emits

It made think bout what I should've did could've did

I Didn't even see your crib when you were moving in

And when I did it was to move the things you left in it

Look I can't wait to mention you in every single speech

Every important occasion gotta reserve the seat

because of you I see how strong your mother truly is

All this pain thank god here's something I can do with it

I hope that everything is truly how you hoped it was

Know we weren't always the closest while we were growing up

As we matured in this life I realized you is that nigga

But right now I wish you took the time to reconsider

Ace world that means more to me than my life

do the worst to bring you back I'd make the sacrifice

I try my hardest not to drink so I'll feel pacified

Again I'm seeing what this life shits like desensitized

Even now I feel as if I haven't woken up

Was getting good was getting close I wasn't close enough

Know we should talk about our problems as they corner us

I've also found that nowadays you can't afford to trust

Heart broken but more than anything disappointed

When I drive past 7/16 I wish you were home

Knowing you'll never be there is getting so annoying

I'd Walk into it give your flowers what your truly owed

Now hear me out I'll be rich one day and I promise you

It's just a shame when I do you won't reap the benefits

You've always wanted to see heaven how's it feel to you

Think you should know that the world is yours as I live in it

Hope you can hear this shit

I'll see shit through like if I don't you'll never live again