Bein honest Lyrics

Come on, come on, Gz, Ez Come on, come on, if I'm bein' honest, on why

I've been quiet, I really ain't feelin' the vibes around

I be high, then I be down, I can't seem to figure out

What this shit really about, it's like my head's stuck in a clouds

Brother died, I'm in denial, damn near three years feel like a while

Like how the police shoot you in yo back and get away with that

I got the news still, tried to hit your jack, hopin' you hit me back

Long live my crip, ain't no goodbyes, I'll C you where I C you at

This shit was goin' right till chain, reactions cause shit to the left

Denyin' therapy, but God know damn well that I need some help

Shit, I ain't trippin', keep it G, I play the hand that I was dealt

It's hella pain that I done felt, look in my eyes and you can tell

That lately I ain't been myself, these niggas not my homies

I say fuck em', I knew they wasn't real, but that shit I knew from the start

Been tryna melt this frozen heart of mine, from different sides

You not my bro, I shoulda seen the signs, I shoulda wiped eyes

I ain't know that I was blind, that shit caught me by surprise

If I'm bein' honest, on why i been quiet, I really ain't feelin' the vibes around

I be high, then I be down, I can't seem to figure out

What this shit really about, it's like my head's stuck in a clouds

My brother died, I'm in denial, damn near three years for like a while

Reminiscin' bout my niggas, I ain't gon' lie, it's been a minute

Had to burn down my lawn, snakes in the grass, I heard him hissin

Remember I lost my dog, I got the blame like I did it

They gon' play it close if you don't pay attention

Paranoid out in public, wit extension? Thought you was a gangsta

Wanna kill me bout that bitch, get out yo feelings

Left the bitch, practically gave her to you, I ain't want no dealings

Open wounds that need bandages, yeah, I know I need to heal em

Be in my head way too damn much, so I get high, then try to leave it

I been runnin' from demons, don't say you love me, you don't mean it

I can't even go to sleep because the shit that I be dreamin

I be constantly up because the shit that I be thinkin

How many times I gotta hurt, feel like I'm cursed, my soul bleedin