I Make it Mine Lyrics

Waves crashing up inside my head

World's spinning, I can't see the end

It beats me til I'm black and blue

Some days I think that I am through

Just can't take one more minute of the sound

Brains running like a marathon

Gotta heal the world

The weight is mine

I'm picking up the pieces

Til I drown and no one sees it

How'd I get here?

I can't even see the ground

I can't take this big heart of mine

Just worrying and worrying and worrying

Away my life

I can't take this fucking brain of mine

Just thinking of the ways

That things will all go wrong in time

And I drive myself crazy oh

Locked up in a cell

Brewing up ways to give me hell

Wish I could be Angelus

Have no conscience and no qualms

Or dumber than a pile of bricks

I used to stack these walls

Instead I see the helpless

And I help them everytime

Forget that I'm a person, not a God

I make it mine

I make it mine

People's choices are not mine

Gotta tell myself all the fucking time

I can't stand it

Sleepless nights, waking up in fear

Wishing I could be a puppeteer

I can't stand it

The things that I would give

To just be selfish and not care

I'd trade my soul for peace of mind

To finally feel the air

To lift the crushing weight

Upon my chest that holds me down

That whispers unsweet nothings

Til I lose sight of the ground

I can't take this big heart of mine

Just worrying and worrying and worrying

Away my life

I can't take this fucking brain of mine

Just thinking of the ways

That things will all go wrong in time

And I drive myself crazy

Locked up in a cell

Brewing up ways to give me hell

All day I see the helpless and I help them everytime

Forget that I'm a person, not a God

I make it mine

I make it mine

I make it mine

I make it mine

Waves crashing up inside my head

Worlds spinning I can't see the end

I'm picking up the pieces til I drown and no one sees it

How'd I get here?

I can't even see the ground