I Don't Know Lyrics

I'm okay being a loser, 'til I start to reminisce

I was never really normal, even when I was a kid

Used to panic every night there was someone breaking in

You know what grown-ups say, 'oh, don't worry, he's a kid'

You ask me how I'm doing and I tell you I'm okay

But okay ain't good enough, 'cause like me, it just don't stay

Accepted all my pain, 'til you threw it in my face

I don't know if I deserved it, but I still just went away

I was feeling tired, thinking maybe I should sleep

But one day, that feeling tired just became a part of me

I'm a lot of things but I ain't ever been okay

Cause the one thing I was sure of is I didn't want to stay

If you know me, then you know

If you don't, well, I don't know

If I gave you my whole heart

Would you treat it like your own?

Oh, I used to have a voice

It got lost in all the noise

But this is who I am

I don't think I had a choice

I've been running out of gas

I've been running out of words

I've been running from the past

Making everyone concerned

Said sorry so much, it became just what I do

I never even really know who I'm apologizing to

Would you open up your eyes if there's nothing left to fear?

Would you miss me if I died, would you shed a single tear?

I don't know what I'm doing, I don't even got a clue

Anything I ever did, well, I didn't mean to do

Someday soon, I'm gonna fade, I don't know the time or place

I don't know the reason why, I just hope you'll be okay

Always leave no trace of any war that ends in pain

Don't you know my beating heart's the only thing that still remains?