Doubt Lyrics

Even when I'm here, well, I ain't really here

She knows that I'm there, she just wanna be aware

Pray for a drink, give my mind a little peace

Sober life boring, I ain't getting what I need

I wanna relapse, but they not expecting that

Tryna get on track but I feel I might collapse

Tried to call self-control but it didn't hit me back

So I'll hang up the phone, maybe throw a couple back

I'm way too young to be this stressed out

Lost my fun to a bitch named doubt

Oh, I really wish I could take a breath

But for now, I'll just swallow it with all my regrets

Maybe when I'm high, I can see the other side

Fly to a place where the angels reside

Maybe next life, I can really get it right

Oh, I really tried, but I'm losing this fight

Well, I guess it's worth it if it hurts to forget

Don't know life without pain, maybe I deserve this

Bottle full of pills and I might have some

Mix it with the liquor, we could have a little fun

Won't you bring the weed?

Won't you bring the drinks?

Handful of blues, I'm forgetting how to think

I loved you both but I chose the wrong one

Now I use it every night to forget about you, hun

I'm way too young to be this stressed out

Lost my fun to a bitch named doubt

Oh, I really wish I could take a breath

But for now, I'll just swallow it with all my regrets

Maybe when I'm high, I can see the other side

Fly to a place where the angels reside

Maybe next life, I can really get it right

Oh, I really tried, but I'm losing this fight