IDon'tKnowWhat'sGonnaHappenToMe Lyrics

My brain's been somewhere else this last month

Walk to the same places forever, I'm stuck

Every night I'm alone, I crave human touch

I'm a fucking lost cause, my brain is too fucked

And I cannot seem to find another way

I been sitting in my room for months waiting for change

Why is it so fucking hard to write my feelings on the page

Try to tell em what my mind is like, it always ends the same

I fail

I just fail every time

Scrap song after song, I cannot express my mind

I feel so fucking empty like I'm living just to die

And it always ends the same for me, there's no reason to try

Fuck it all, I'll just get fucked up every night

Mixing alcohol and weed together, crossing all the time

I don't know what I feel, I just know I wanna change it

Good luck talking to me, chemicals all on my brain bitch

I'm locked in my own head, I barely eat

I've tried to fix my life but my body's too weak

And no matter what I say, no one will hear the words I speak

I ain't been to school in like 3 months, they've all forgotten me

I was happy for one single night, time to wake up

We're a bunch of fucking rejects, nobody will take us

Always watched by somebody I don't wanna be seen by

I just wanna heal but I'm scared of what it's gonna be like

My brain's been somewhere else this last month

Walk to the same places forever, I'm stuck

Every night I'm alone, I crave human touch

I'm a fucking lost cause, my brain is too fucked

And I cannot seem to find another way

I been sitting in my room for months waiting for change

Why is it so fucking hard to write my feelings on the page

Try to tell em what my mind is like, it always ends the same

I fail