A Perfect Place To Cry (Radio Edit) Lyrics

I sit up on this roof top chillin

Trynna convince myself that I don't have no feelings

Trynna convince myself that my pain is worth sinning

Saying I'm more man than I am, man who I'm kidding?

Just give me a second I need to

Just give me a second, Give me a sec.

Damn

I can't even get the words out

Way too tough to let the water works splurge out

I done done twice the shit you heard bout

I done felt ten times the shit I showed

My baby think I'm warm and my momma think I'm cold

I used to be reserved, when the fuck I get so bold?

Maybe being a floor mat got me stepping on some toes

I hope my feelings never show

I still suppress when im alone

So please done ever think

When the lights is all low

I be here all by myself and I be letting tears go

No

Fuck that

For some reason I think Im stronger than

Showing emotions through all the commotion Im arguing

With me

Like what the fuck is wrong with you

I don't not cry because I'm tough

I don't cry because its harder to

Calloused my heart

My brain just followed suit

Its gotten so bad, I don't know how to process bad news

Stone face aint so comforting when its at you

You giving me you pain and I be looking right past you

Stop

Please

Just give me a second I need to

Figure out the proper way on how I should respond

Like, if I was normal

Like if I wasn't so damaged

If I was good

If I wasnt so manic

How would I respond

They tell me I should cry

No NO

FUCK THAT

There's no reason I would want that

I fail too much just to fail holding my stuff back

Please keep it together

That phrase always meant don't show

The only thing better than late emotions, is a no show

Im doing good, then I get hit with a low blow

Gran died

Don't cry

NO NO

CPR

Mouth to mouth

Don't go

One compression

Broke the sternum

Please don't

Leave us like this, I still can't cry

My mom had to stop giving mouth to mouth because of her tears

So what if I

Was caught in my emotions

Giving all the reasons I shouldn't cry

Every time I actually have faith, Im penalized

Only time I ever feel fear, is when I'm finna cry

I expressed myself to you

Just for my pain to make you feel bad

Now I'm comforting you because you feel sad

And you want me to cry?

NO

NO

FUCK THAT