Wishing Wells (Radio Edit) Lyrics

I put my hope in a coin

With a flick of the thumb

Put a wish in the air

And hope my dreams gonna come

Feel like Ive worked enough

It doesn't matter all the shit that I've done

I don't think its gonna change outcomes

I watch the coin before it boings see the way that it flips

Heads or tails and if it fails I know my life is a bitch

Tell me why I feel the worse when life be life-ing and shit

But she be blessing other niggas, she a trifling lil bitch

See I been down for too long, start to lose my motivation

Sit down and play a beat but don't see where I could take it

See the ones with million views, and I don't think that I can make it

Whats the moment I lost hope?

I don't know

I couldn't name it

Trynna keep a steady hand when I see my ship is sinking

Reminisce on old songs and all the sudden start to sang it

Shit be like drive slow

Hold it

Cant stop

Wont it

Hurt way more when you see that you was focused

Pot holes in your road and yet you fucked around a drove it

Crazy to keep going but know you got locomotion

And the moment that you stop might be the day that they notice

I'm tired of the prayers where I don't ever get an answer

And niggas look at me like I'm a pastor

You show me your belief and I respond to it with laughter

Like don't you see my life is a disaster

My momma don't think that I'll never make it, she think that I really am

Not just money where her mouth is, put her hope right in my hands

Trusting in her fuckin son to flip the shit and make a band

Just for me to see me fuckin fail again

If you dont think that drive me crazy, mothafucka think again

Trynna find the fuckin balance between that and all my sins

Trynna make a fuckin hit to start my dream and meet some ends

And yet the only thing thats flowing from a mothafucka pen

Is only pain and my regrets

Where the hook?

I just fucking rapped right through that bitch I bet

Homie stomping on the yard, how can I go miss a step

I been keen to all the whispers when I don't keep secrets kept

That was a bar, I'm not alarmed, if you ain't get it overslept

Imma tell you that I'm money if you never cared to check

I don't know if its a lot that I got left

Put my hope up in a coin

Let it flick up off my thumb

Put a wish up in the air

And I hope my dreams gonna come

I ain't really superstitious

Yea I know that this shit dumb

But leave it on the floor before I'm done

I see my coin hit the water

Shit barely made a splash

It get lost in other wishes niggas made in the past

Got me losing out on hope

Find myself just getting mad

Think I'm finna lose my drive

Better that than fuckin crash

Trynna keep my fuckin cool

Better that than fuckin spazz

Trynna get a get a beat from metro

And I can only catch the dash

Niggas trying to be so first and end up just being so last

I put my hope in a coin

And with a flick of the thumb

Put a wish in the air

And hope my dreams gonna come

Feel like Ive worked enough

It doesn't matter all the shit that I've done

I don't think its gonna change outcomes

And yet I want you wish me well