BACK OF MY MIND Lyrics

I always have you in the back of my mind

Things I would do to have you by my side

Always think of you when I'm getting so high

I miss your lies

I really miss your touch

Even if you bring pain, It's better than none

You got me so fucked up

See so many faces and nobody I can trust

First I had you now I got nobody

I suffer with the memories, they inside of me

I gave you all of me, but you showing no sympathy

I need some therapy, but come over and lie to me

I can't lie, your the best I ever had

I walk around all depressed and you laugh

Still holding your photograph

You treat me like the rest, you broke my soul in half

I really hate that I'm always alone

Yeah I'm on my own

I been searching for you, you were my home

I try to speak to you, through my microphone

But to you I'm see through, put me in a tombstone, oh

I be in the studio, oh

I be singing bout you, I know, oh

I be walking on this lonely road, oh

Cause you love it when I'm sad

You thinking I'm deserving all the pain that you had

You one of many reasons I can't get out of bed

I will never be happy, Ima get high instead

I always have you in the back of my mind

Things I would do to have you by my side

Always think of you when I'm getting so high

I miss your lies

I really miss your touch

Even if you bring pain, It's better than none

You got me so fucked up

See so many faces and nobody I can trust