Lifeline Lyrics

Hiding behind the shadows

Tryna get myself back together

All these years I've been living

I ain't never had no pleasure

I've been grieving for so many days

Don't know what to do

Told my Pops I didn't need him

Yeah, I thought it through

My head in the clouds

I'm thinking about everything

All I do is run from the pain

God, please say my name in vain

I'm so fucked up in the brain

I think about how far I came

Remember my name

I'm not that nigga that y'all knew back then

Everything about me changed

Everything I had is in the past

I gotta get it back

I don't know what I gotta do to get my life on track

Don't say I didn't do nothing

All this time, you been bluffing

Y'all been wasting my time

Can't even get that real loving

I'm all that you need

Feel like my heart a third degree

I got nobody to be with me right now

It really hurts me

Suicidal thoughts 'til the day I turned 17

Feds running through my house tryna get at my cousin

I've been having nightmares every night

Feel like a movie scene

I've been feeling so worthless, I'm only 19

You can see I'm hurting

I'm in pain

My body feels so drained

Friends are hard for me to gain

I ask God "Why he made me so plain"?

I wish I had my lifeline

So I can have my time to shine

This ain't fair for me

A nigga don't got a lot of time

Tell me why

Tell me why

I shed a tear, a nigga don't cry

Hold up, let me wipe my eyes

I lost hope for myself

My brain can only think about the sad times when I needed so much help

I gotta write this message to show I'm really blessed

My heart feels like it's bout to break out my chest

I can't go back to having nowhere to sleep or have a home

With no cars and no way to call my mama on the phone

I thought y'all had my back

I thought we was a pack

My uncle did a lot of bad decisions like doing crack

Please don't ask me what's wrong

A nigga just tryna stay strong

I'm thinking 'bout my path, I pray it won't be long

Hiding behind the shadows

Tryna get myself back together

All these years I've been living

I ain't never had no pleasure

I've been grieving for so many days

Don't know what to do

Told my Pops I didn't need him

Yeah, I thought it through

My head in the clouds

I'm thinking about everything

All I do is run from the pain

God, please say my name in vain

I'm so fucked up in the brain

I think about how far I came

Remember my name

I'm not that nigga that y'all knew back then

Everything about me changed

Everything I had is in the past

I gotta get it back

I don't know what I gotta do to get my life on track