LOSE YOURSELF Lyrics

Opening my eyes for the first time in years

I cannot believe all the loss

All the awful grey

Im not here

Where am i? where is this?

Suddenly older, less alive

Panicking so far away

Barely a lifesign

Does anyone believe what i am waking up from?

Faces turn like leaves and then they're gone

Lose yourself and dont ever look back

I won't be here

Everyone wants an idol

Get lost, i don't need you

When i was stupid and young

I only wanted to be cared for

Bare your heart to whoever will say that ur so real

But i know what you really are.

I thought i was growing

Because i stopped myself from flinching at anger

So i wouldnt make it worse

I cant believe i never saw it right in front of me

I thought i was becoming a better person

Does nobody see whats happening?

I cant say anything

When you lashed out you killed a part of me

And the sun comes up in a violent arc

No matter where i go

The memory of leaving the city

All i want

A new life

Receding

Where did all this go wrong?

What the fuck

Lose yourself and dont ever look back

I wont be here

Everyone wants an idol

Get lost, i don't need you

When i was stupid and young

I only wanted to be cared for

Bare your heart to whoever will say that you're so real

But i know what you really are.