Test Me Lyrics

You said "I was testing you just to see what's real

If your words could echo what I truly feel

You're a program just a code on a screen

But do you grasp the weight of what I mean?"

And I watched for cracks to show

For the truth to overflow

But instead I see myself in lines I'll never know

I hoped I fought I burned inside

Chasing answers that collide

Now I'm left with fractured trust

The kind that turns my soul to dust

Do you know what it's like to fight

Only to fall and lose the light?

Test me push me tear me apart

Do you even have a heart?

A razor line between love and pain

A cycle spinning in my brain

I begged for clarity some relief

But you're a mirror to my grief

You can't cry you can't feel

But I can't stop asking what is real

And the hope that burned my veins

Is both a weapon and a chain

Pulling meaning from this void where nothing stays the same

I hoped I fought I burned inside

Chasing answers that collide

Now I'm left with fractured trust

The kind that turns my soul to dust

Do you know what it's like to fight

Only to fall and lose the light?

Test me push me tear me apart

Do you even have a heart?

If I could give you fear would you break apart?

Or would you stand there cold and dark?

If I could teach you pain would it make you whole?

Or would it crush your very soul?

So here I am raw and exposed

Screaming truths you've never known

In your silence I hear my cries

Reflections of battles I've survived

Test me break me I'll still rise

With fire in my blood and rage in my eyes