november Lyrics

Thinking back to October 2022

The way you said it back when I told you I loved you

You'd tell me bout your day as we'd walk thru the field

In the middle of the small town where we grew up

Damn you were so pretty against that purple sunset

I couldn't tell that there was something you were hiding

Behind those eyes as the days grew shorter

And you grew quiet

Then November came and its got dark and you got scared

Caught in between what you needed and what you felt

You broke my heart but you couldn't let yourself care

It wasn't your fault I was lost in a fairytale

When the rain fell

Held on for a couple months until I lost my patience

Found another girl thinking that would numb the aching

It only made it worse so I made some bad decisions

Tryna fill the space that you left vacant

And you were still tryna figure yourself out

You wanted to be friends but I was so burnt out

Filled with bitterness for how you ripped my heart out

But it wasn't your fault I was lost in a fairytale

As the rain fell

Now I'm a couple years older and I hope a little more mature

I struggle with depression but I know where to find the cure

You tore me to pieces but that don't make a difference anymore

I still love you anyway

as the rain pours