Ecstasy In Purgatory (East Side) Lyrics

Try to hide it, but it doesn't show

It's kinda strange to see you in my dreams

And wake up feeling nothing next to me

Not to mention by the time it is

My eyes replay what was inside my head

And I'm not sure if this is real life

Or just a purgatory waste of time

Not to mention it's a waste of life

Inside my head and not my bed last night

Last night

Now here I am

Waiting here for something to nip my hand

Pain hides pain and, Baby, that's my plan

I'm running out of options and a will to care

A will to care

Flavored air

What brings more joy but cannot compare

To you, my girl, and I said it there

Your eyes, your lips, your hair, and I love the way you stare

Yeah, you make me stare

Stare

I swear to tell you the truth, but can you be my mothers eyes

Yeah, I swear to tell you the truth, but only if you read my mind

Yeah, I swear to tell you the truth, but what if it's a suicide

Yeah, no, yeah, no, no, yeah

Yeah

It's kinda strange to see you in my dreams

And wake up feeling nothing next to me

Not to mention by the time it is

My eyes replay what was inside my head

And I'm not sure if this is real life

Or just a purgatory waste of time

Not to mention it's a waste of life

Inside my head and not my bed last night

Last night

I swear to tell you the truth, but

But can you read my mind

I swear to tell you the truth, but can you read my mind

I swear to tell you the truth, but can you read my mind

I swear to tell you the truth, but only if you read my mind

How did we end up here?

Next to me

Next to me

Time it is

Inside my head

Real life

Time it is

Real life

Time it is