Cortisol ft. Eternal Gloom Lyrics

Look in the mirror then I say

You're the one that's stood in my way

Worried bout things from a different day

Can't rewind you can just press play

Okay

From the beaten path I stray

In the shadows where I stay

All these demons I must slay

I'm ill

Inside me I feel a chill

That's why I'm all calm and still

But the doc aint give me no pills

In the dock that's where it gets real

Where they don't care how man feel

Where your secrets get revealed

Where your fate might just get sealed

I been lost in numerous ways

Wildfire I'm caught in a blaze

All this smoke I'm lost in the haze

When will it end oh my days

Oh my gosh

They're bout to hit me with a cosh

They say I made too much dosh

Throw the book at me like bosh

So now I gotta dive and duck

Caught up that's just my luck

Had to switch up whips and trucks

This Ls so bad I'm

This Ls so bad I'm cooked

What can I do but get fried

Them things I overlooked

Keep running round in my mind

No they don't care about you and I

Things that we do out here to survive

Things that we go through just to get by

Try make sense of the way they lie

They don't care about me and you

You got problems and I do too

All of the madness that I've seen

More than a couple of screws are loose

All them things that I have done

Head in my hands where did I go wrong

Keep looking back at the old days gone

One lifetime and it's way too long

Back in the day I wanted a Benz

Nowadays more time I just miss my friends

I need help but the text won't send

When will the pain and anguish end

Can't move on when the pains too hard

Can't move on with these broken parts

Can't get by when I'm stuck in my past

Said I can't change and I can't restart

They wanna see me stuck in pain

I am a victim of their hate

I let it twist me and I change

Nothing but coldness left in my veins

Nothing but anger left in my soul

Stuck in a world that's way too cold

This is a pain I can't resolve

Gripping a blade and I'm carving holes

No I don't care or go outside

No I don't care about my own life

I gave up on them family ties

End of the chapter that's good night