Absolute Zero Lyrics

Please can you answer just this last time

So I can believe again in color

And feel something beyond the outline

I guess I'm lucky I was able to feel so much in a lifetime

And I'm sorry that I let you know that

And let you use me as a lifeline

You don't own the night sky

But I loved you, so I'd say that you did

How could you take advantage of a girl

Who was betrayed as a kid

I don't want you to know

I've lost hope in the sun

But I need you to feel

What a dark world is made of

I didn't think my life would be perfect

But I dreamed of some paradise with you as a hero

And now I'm left here with myself to save

And a belief it can't get colder

Than absolute

You said that winter was your favorite season

And I don't believe in loathing time

But you've given me every single reason

Now I stare at the clock to remember life isn't frozen

And this world moves on as I say so

Because this time that's what I have chosen

You don't own the night sky

And now you don't own anything at all

How could you be the light of summer

Just to ruin my fall

I don't want you to know

I've lost hope in the sun

But I need you to feel

What a dark world is made of

I didn't think my life would be perfect

But I dreamed of some paradise with you as a hero

And now I'm left here with myself to save

And a belief it can't get colder

Than absolute zero

All my life I've been afraid

To show the world who I was

You gave me a reason to

I thought it was worth it for once

I can't believe you let me worship you

Even worse be at your defense

How could you let me give myself up

To a cause that was all pretend

So I don't want you to know

I've lost hope in the sun

But now I want you to feel

What a dark world is made of

I know that I'm far from perfect

But I'm strong and I can save myself

Every day I find ways to feel the love that you felt

Just let me be till I'm far

And if I go looking for you

This time don't answer my call