Overthinking Lyrics

It's complicated

I'm overthinking

Ok. Let's get It

Yo, stuck between a vision and a reality

Need something to fuel my immortality

Soul buried deep beneath the ground screaming

The fuck ups I made, need some redeeming

Hate myself for the time I wasted

Chasing something that didn't need me to be infatuated

5 years are gone, nothing to show of it

Except continual talk about the potential shit (potential shit)

I'm sick of talking on hypotheticals

Becomes clearer and clearer were discussing fucking miracles (miracles)

If these wants were strong desires

I'm the arsonist to my life lighting fires (fires)

I still haven't achieved near what I wanted

Look so delusional but never responded

Satisfied with being beaten

That's the experience when you never knew winning (winning)

Do I need it

I'm overthinking

Do I need it

I'm overthinking

The goal that I was dreaminggg

Was it clear, yeah

Did I complicate itttt

Am I mistaken

When do I stop faking

My abilities surely not taken

I can be better

I need to forget her (forget her)

Go to let go of the past

And rise to the new task

Sign a guilty plea

To break my soul free (yeah) (yeah)

Ok, it couldn't possibly be so complicated (no way)

Everyday normal people get on no mistaken

I'm grindin' in this game, but my mind's always racin',

Got dreams in the clouds, but my feet feel like they're facin' (ok)

Dirt, I'm hurt, thinkin' if it's all worth it,

Sacrifices made, but my vision's feelin' blurred,

Chasin' this hustle, but this tunnel's got me twisted,

Questionin' myself, like am I just wishin'?

Do I need itttttt

Im overthinking

Do I need ittttttt

Im overthinkingggg

Is it something i need

I'm overthinking

Can i move on with my life

I'm overthinking

Yo, lookin' at my goals, like who the fuck designed this?

They say it's all about the grind, but where's the bliss?

Lost in this maze, every turn feels like a trap,

Nights spent wonderin', should I take a lap or just snap?

I stay thugged out, but my heart's feelin' fragile

Countin' all my wins, but these losses weigh like gravel

Came from the bottom, now I'm reachin' for the peak

But these doubts creep in, got me feelin' so weak (so weak)

Life's a game of chess, but I'm stuck playin' checkers

Puttin' in the work, but my mind's filled with spectres

So I pause, take a breath, try to clear the fog

But the weight of all my dreams feel like a fuckin' log

Do I need it

I'm overthinking

Do I need it

I'm overthinking

Is it wrong of me

To chase my dreams

Was it meant to be

Or is it a boost for my esteem (yeah, yeah)