Lying 2 Myself Lyrics

I can't even lie, at times I try and drink my pain away from day to day

They show me they snake, I say okay, okay I understand it now that shit, I ran around

I know they was layin' around, I had to go tell them go play in the lounge

I don't know why I try so many times

Lyin' to myself, lyin' to myself again

Lyin' to myself, lyin' to myself again

It hurt a lot, like it's gon' work, but I know it's not

It hurt a lot, when they do that shit on purpose, feel like murder plots

Stayed on the block, but I got money in suburban lots

Niggas love to talk behind the scenes, I call them curtain cops

Yeah, you a bird, that's why you chirp a lot, huh

And you a burden to your team, they gotta cover your scum

I'm on the street and give me the word, but I'm allergic to bums

I ain't even charging services, you get it for fun

Runnin' these laps with all this pain on my back

They hoppin' in chats, they tryna pay for reactions

I told them relax, I ain't the one you want that with

Yeah they know my face, but I could pop out and catfish

I can't even lie, at times I try and drink my pain away from day to day

They show me they snake, I say okay, okay I understand it now that shit, I ran around

I know they was layin' around, I had to go tell them go play in the lounge

I don't know why I try so many times

Lyin' to myself, lyin' to myself again

Lyin' to myself, lyin' to myself again

It hurt a lot

It hurt a lot