You did everything Lyrics

You're alive

Looking up and down halls you'll surely be calling your home

Give it time

You feel trapped in these walls, but quite soon now they'll feel like your own

It's okay to be scared, the world's coming at you so hard

There's a place for you here, just be true, and follow your heart

Playing cards

Of the acts and behaviors acceptable for me to do

Hold my guard

They'll think highly of me and I'll be well achieved when I'm through

Every day of my life I've been clutching this ache in my gut

Glory pacing the eyes of the people I know and I love

I wanna be just like everyone

I wanna break in these shoes

I wanna be fearless

I wanna be good as new

These strange hands on your body, that tear it apart

And you're bringing it on with these pings in your heart

And you'll shove your throat down and stay silent

But you looked in the mirror and you sighed again

You don't wanna grow up

You don't wanna feel like this at all

You just wanna curl up

In an indestructible ball

When I'm older, I'll see

I'll become what I'm meant to be

When I can't stand the change

I'll hold on to my faith

And every time that I speak

Someone else comes out

So I'm letting him talk

And I'm shutting my mouth

And I'm looking so proud

As I get through my lines

And the stage lights are beaming

And the collar's too tight

There's no pill you can't swallow

Or a pain you can't stomach

You keep tasting that malice

You keep saying you love it

But then there comes a point

Where you can't hold it anymore

You start spilling your guts

All over the floor

Don't wanna be seen by anyone

I wish they'd all look away

It's not okay to be like this

I still feel it all the same

I just wish I was beautiful (I just wish I was beautiful)

I'd do so much to be beautiful (They don't want me to be beautiful)

Just please let me be beautiful (God why can't I be beautiful?)

I just wish I was beautiful

They keep telling me to play my part

They keep saying it's all for a reason

If this really is just the way things are

Why the hell is nobody screaming?

No dam could stop this river

No gag could muffle the shrieks

The path they carved him into for so long

You did everything

You feel the mask as it's slipping

The seal is breaking apart

It's peeling off until you cannot hide

From the beat of your heart

When the rain comes pouring

I'll celebrate it's elegance

When I'm older, which I'll be

I'll be thanking myself for this

Show me your horrors, and I will survive

I was a corpse, now I am alive