episodes ft. ihaterxmance Lyrics

Broken

Bleed just for you I'm

Falling for the shit I used to

Cracked and

Split beneath the surface

Tarnished

From this lack of purpose

Smoke in the air I breathe out

Fire in my veins when I let you down I

Wait 'til my friends go to bed

Relay all the shit that you said it's

Rent free in my brain

Why can't anything ever stay the same? I

Sing for me fuck the fame

Powder and vapour deletes your name

I never got all your episodes

Now it feels like I'm in your world

Nothing gets better anymore

I sweep broken memories off the floor

Why you do me like that baby I'm on track

Until you leave and I have to repicture that

I don't believe in miracles

I reprieve my pinnacle

Can't be better I proved that too many times

The least I can do is put my heart on the line

So tired of hearing I'll be fine

When I'm

Locked out of love

And lost my fight

Only listen to songs to keep tabs

Only listen to wonder where you fit in all that

Fuck giving it time

Don't want to forget you being mine

Only calling when you're far gone

Catch you with a new one

But you say you miss me just to fuck with my head

And yeah you're so wrong for that

But I fall for your trap

Everytime this fucking girl got me on strings and I hate that

So I keep waiting

For you to call back

But you're gone

And the light under my bedroom door's blinding

Like the sun off your teeth listening to you breathe

When you'd fall asleep