Therapy Lyrics

You know, like, if any of my songs ever help one person, like, that's a, that's a win

That's why I do this music shit, you know what I mean

Right there

All these drugs up in my body got me feeling lost

All the pain that I done felt, it got my heart in frost

I pray to God and like a rosary, I'm getting crossed

I'm alone without a thing and all the shit I lost

Like, damn, it's a hard pill to swallow

Only hit the fam when I need that money to borrow

Broken promises like I'ma get better tomorrow

Soul carved like a pumpkin shit really just hollow

Thoughts of suicide while I'm drowning in this sorrow

I'm not the type, though, you really wanna go and follow

I failed every time, damn it, man, I really tried

I guess I got them demons that are really hard to hide

So it's fuck the world, go and open wide

Since the sandbox, you know that I always ride

Don't act like you ever gave a fuck, Brody, why you lie

While you were starving, who the fuck let you go eat the pie

When you feeling low who got you high

Family no matter what, we always gon' provide

Yelling gang, gang, then you switched sides

Since the day the whole brotherhood really died

And I was struggling, the dope just had me fumbling

I ain't have a dollar to my name, my life was crumbling

I had to go and put down the needle, the shit was humbling

My appetite was full throttle stomach really rumbling

Im on my grown man shit, and I started hustling

No more singles, everything is always doubling

Smoking mirrors yeah, my life is full of errors

Traumatized, can't sleep, always night terrors

Can't stay still, you would think I got tremors

Twenty-three, and one, no one replying to my letters

And that's a pain that I can't describe

And that's a pain that I cannot hide

Like why

I thought you loved me, why is it so hard to reply

Cause I was doing hard time

I ain't have no one, I was just losing my mind

By my lonely in the cell, so I cry

I pray to God up above to take my life

Thats why im sipping lean just like it's tap water

Trying to numb the pain, but it just lasts longer

I shouldn't have to go through it to get stronger

Trials and tribulations

All these demons I've been facing

Really got my heart racing

God, throw me a blessing

Cause I need one

I'm tired of the lessons, God, can you just throw a blessing

Why do I just feel like I'm the only one you testing

I wanna be free

I wanna live life, be me

But it's a cold world, yeah, you better grab you're sweater

How you say you, my brother, when you changing up like the weather

Or switching like the seasons

I miss my brother, frozo, man, I can't believe I'm still grieving