i'm so confused (and really scared) Lyrics

I'm so confused

And really scared

And it's not chill at all

But somehow I don't care

I'm in my room

All by myself

And I don't think that its

The best thing for my health

Cuz when you walk away

It's not alright

And I don't think that i

Can make it thru the night

So please don't go

You have to stay

And it's fucked up because

I know that's not okay

I'm not that way

I'm not

Cuz when you walk away

I guess it's fine

No I don't have to lose you

No I don't have to choose you

Not this time

And I don't have to do this

No I don't have to prove it

Not tonight

When you see me

Come tomorrow

Rest assured

I won't be there to follow you

Let me explain

I apologize

For the way I was

When we met last night

That wasn't me

Well I guess it was

But it's not the me

That I wish I was

I get like that

When it gets real bad

Not because of you

I'm just really sad

Please come over

If you are still down

We should meet again

I feel better now