Survior of The Trail Lyrics

I remember that I used to hear him say, I don't look like what I've been through

Now I feel that, tryna hide that pain with a fake smile, with a real look

I'm tryna start over, it's been a while, I'm done healing

I got versatile rhymes, I done showed them boys a hundred damn times

I'm tryna see where she hitting at, playing with my mind

And I ain't tripping, cause bitch, I is there, I know how to move around

You don't hear me though

It's November 1st, 2024, and my emotions high, and y'all already know

It's my brother's birthday, and I'm tryna knock down the Ollie hoes

But never mind, cause it come with they souls, and I know that it's so mine

When I'm in New York, I feel the greatest, I just put on Jay-Z

Bubba Cope, Creeper Link, I feel like B.I.G

Pour up a deuce, then a four, I feel like T.I.P

Came back to the trail, where it's lonely at

Two in the morning, leaving home, looking for dongs to catch

Praying to my Lord, hoping he heal my sick minded

I'm saying I'm sorry over and over, and still learning

These niggas just gotta earn it, yeah

I'm 28 years old, and I feel like it

I might just still tryna grow, but they don't see about me

I left my feelings on a note, and I can't rewrite it

I just wanna see us reuniting

I just tryna prove everybody wrong

Cause they say the one you love first dies on his own

Nigga, hell nah, I'm at home

And I can't play, till I go off of that dome

I just ain't into that type of shit

I be tryna forgive, like, the ones that wronged me

And just move on, and start over, and be happier, like

It be so hard though, cause who am I to bring, like

What I was taught, on the next person heard

But, I think I found the one who loved me

I'm really on another path on this shit, and

I'm just feeling though, like

Back to the trail at night

This the deluxe, you heard me, so

If you're hearing this, you probably made it to the end

There really ain't too much to say

Who the van drives to

See you soon