Morning Gets Misty Lyrics

I've been listening to old songs again

As if I'm different

As if I've changed

I've been staying up late again

As if I don't work

In the A.M

I want answers to questions I've been told aren't fair to ask

But I want more, I want more

I've been searching for years now for something to hold me fast

And I need more, I need more

I've been talking to the pastor again

As if he knows me

As if I'm a friend

I've been praying like I'm twelve again

Filled with a spirit

I don't know by name

I want answers to questions I've been told aren't fair to ask

But I want more, I want more

I've been searching for years now for something to hold me fast

And I need more, I need more

If you are everything they say you are

Can't I ask anything and expect a pretty good answer

If you are everything they say you are

Can I get to know you

Not like a father, more like a friend

I wanna stay up late share a bottle of whisky

Chat on the porch 'til the morning gets misty

Talk about the world while we smoke in the yard

Talk about boys and girls and why it's so damn hard

To be vulnerable, can I be vulnerable?

I don't understand why I gotta feel miserable

It may be the chemicals in my brain but sometimes I feel insane

Why'd you make me so depressed I want to feel okay again

Why'd you give cancer to kids

When a billionaire gets to heaven do you just forgive them

Do you really hate me for the way that I live

If everything is yours are you responsible for sin

How did you decide who you'd let into hell

Is there any freedom if it's all your will

Can you tell I'm in pain, are your tears like rain

I've been living in a drought since before I turned twelve

I want answers to questions I've been told aren't fair to ask

But I want more, I want more

I've been searching for years now for something to hold me fast

And I need more, I need more

I've been

I've been writing my songs again

As if you're listening

As if you care