These Days Lyrics

These days

I don't know what I'm supposed to be saying

I don't know who I'm supposed to be

I don't know how I'm supposed to relay

The message that I used to preach

People said they listening but I ain't really see change

Used to have these dreams, used to have a vision

Wishing I could relive it, wish I had a replay

I don't even know what I'm doing lately

Game on my back, tryna avoid my past

Only did it for rap, I've been in therapy for way too long to still be attached

Feel like I done paid all of my dues and I'm being taxed

Wonder why I'm still invested when nothing is coming back

Can't recover the days that I had with just me and Mav, damn

I'll never get it back

No, I'll never get it back, but that's cool

I'm moving on now

I'm moving on now, yeah

I'm tryna find peace

I'm tryna find me

I'm tryna learn how to balance all my time

Used to be on my grind so obsessively

Couldn't let nobody get the best of me, it was jealousy

Seeing other rappers get attention when I felt like it was meant for me

But these days

These days

I just need a place to be me

Me

Me