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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2024

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No more dinner with family its crazy how these things change

The psychological emotional effect on my brain

I no longer see the happiness when simple things change

Used to see yall at the bbq's and on the holidays wait

My best friend was my uncle but he too far gone

Seen him lose wife, years later losing his home

So much trauma in the family and it runs through our bones

Generation filled by drugs and a cup of patron

Meanwhile I see my daughter hope I'm breaking the cycle

Cause a house filled with love and openness is so vital

I don't want her to grow up and deal with things that I do


And I don't want to cry no more, I don't want to cry no more

Yeah yeah


Ok now what can get worse

I gotta tell my truth when I write this verse

Just know this shit was hard and I battled at first

But I can't hold it in cause that shit still hurts

In 2003 I was molested at 8

Dealt with secrets, kept it in and now im dealin with hate

The person that had done it to me I won't say

But abuse in the family theres many that cant relate,uh

So I just gotta speak my truth and tell you that I'm thankful after all the pain that im still here to see another day,

I wonder what my friend was thinking right before he pulled the trigger and the pain he felt before he took his life away

I can't go no further than this, cause I'm so sick and tired of this shit

I can't go no further than this

But, I must try for the sake of my kid yes


So, I don't wanna cry no more, I don't wanna cry no more

Yeah yeah


Heeeey

The good times what I miss no

I cant keep goin' on like this so

Something got to change

Yeah somethings got to change yeah

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