i dont know freestyle ft. ariianno Lyrics

I be overthinking but I never show

What's it even mean to be honorable?

Holding my emotions and these thoughts for myself

'Cause if I open up, she'll know that I'm vulnerable

Open up, she'll know how I really feel

Open up, and expose my Achilles heel

Analyzing every word every move and conclude

I ain't know if she been for real

Heavy is the head, but my heart's heavier

How you turn a dawg to a small terrier?

A wall to a light barrier

It gets scarier

If I was a book, she a librarian

Like damn you can read me

Tell me what you found, beg you teach me

Girl you got me wishing like you Genie

Wishing I could turn off all the voices

That be doubting that I'm worth it

And make 'em disappear like Houdini

Like sincerely, wishing I could act more

Instead I take another backdoor

'Cause I prefer reacting and staying in my zone

When I really should get out more

It's like a two-edged sword

Venting on the mic

So I press record

How many songs do I have in store?

But never had the courage to show the world

I was terrified

Beefing with myself, call it shadow fight

Overthinking got me paralyzed

Put my trust God and I set aside

Set aside the fear and the doubt

Set aside the voices that shout

Listen to the haters, ay it's too bad

Do it from heart not for clout

Trust in God, gotta make it count

Yeah I keep on working, I'm relentless

Tryna comprehend would be senseless

You could really never understand my objectives

If you haven't felt like this

Only know the prices

Never sacrificed things

But still giving advices

Like you know anything

Can't trust myself in this state I'm in

Everything you said now be sinking in

Was your love really genuine?

I don't think so

I don't think so