Outro Lyrics

Um, Lord, listen as I live and breathe

I can't tell how long I have left or what's meant to be

So before I get on knees and pray for the day you set me free

Give me God's strength and Achilles' whings

For I will not make the same mistake

In days I changed from the ways you hate

And though I won't be perfect, I came from pain

I know you hear me cry, but do you laugh or do you sympathize

Cause when I look in my eyes

I fear you're just gonna see a different guy

Different from what I portray now

Different from the kid in play now

But different how, good or bad, better or worse

All questions I have from when I'm dead in the hearse

I feel my head, it's a curse

That traps me into this weapon that hinders

Taunts me in sense that I may never be special to someone

And always be the mental son

It's just a hunch

Once one told me I was special, but words are mixed

It could be a degrade or a compliment

See, nowadays, we don't know what honest is

I speak to you with grace and peace

I'm sorry if I lash out

So dad, father, whatever you may please

When I'm deceased, please send me back down