are you better now? Lyrics

I'm sor(r)y

(My)

(Look at my)

Look at my face when I talk

I don't feel compersion

We used to stay up late in the dark

I remember; you was crying in my arms

I felt you dying in my heart

I ran my fingers over your cuts

Are you better now? Are you better?

Look at my face when I talk

I don't feel compersion

We used to stay up late in the dark

I remember; you was crying in my arms

I felt you dying in my heart

I ran my fingers over your cuts

Are you better now? Are you better?

Hope you're better now

One, two, three years had passed

Always up and down and back

But it only took me

One hour to end it right there

Got a call from your dad

He was mad 'cause I wasn't there

When you came home crying

Man, I get it but…

Are you better now?

Are you better?

Hope you're doing better now

You couldn't no longer rely on me

I had to stop to "re-lie" to myself

You were my everything, you were my family, and

Family has always been something I haven't

Been good with, 'cause I never had that

Shit, would you say?

Are we better now?

Are we better?

Think we're better off now

Look into my eyes when we talk

Do you feel my burden?

I used to be afraid to make you gone

'Cause I've imagined you self-harm

And if you did, I'm sorry

I'll take the blame for my part

Did I leave more scars than I took away?

Look at my face when I talk

I don't feel compersion

We used to stay up late in the dark

I remember; you was crying in my arms

I felt you dying in my heart

I ran my fingers over your cuts

Are you better now? Are you better?

Hope you're better now

Look,

I don't miss you, I only miss the control

That you gave me, I miss the safety

Now I only want women that are mentally decaying, decaying

Look,

I don't want you anymore

I won't say I've made a mistake

When I threw you on the floor

Ripped out your heart, and let all your blood

I'm okay with it, I'm okay with it someday

Are you better n-

Now?