$400 Everyone Get Out (Waltz 2) Lyrics

Casket cradle me

Walking to class in negative 15 degrees

The purpose is lost on me

Miserably waiting for time to catch up

While I sleep a lot more than I thought I would

These days all the cycles repeat,

I wake up just to leave and return where I started

it's never enough

Did I fuck up?

Shatter empathy

I'm feeling bitter you're showing your teeth

The scores feel threatening

Losing momentum and blowing off steam

While I know it's only the next 4 years

Everything making a choice that decides my whole future at once, too committed to want to give up

Blacking out, poisoning

Survive till you get a day off

A misplaced brain with an absent frame

Every payment made and the calls replayed

From an outpatient stuck in the yard

My dorm room always felt dark

The drive back home with my pride still shot

Just to kneel to the silence of empty lots

You caught me crying from inside my car

You said "don't feel bad this is always hard"