won't you slow Lyrics

Sep 8 11:56pm sunday

umm this was originally a rap

but i feel like singing it , so i'm going to

Self inflicted

I did this to myself

Every puff and every swallow brought me closer to my death

Now my mind ain't the same cerebellum can't be tamed

If the mf says jump, well I might do it

I swear i ain't been using but in honesty i wanna

I wake up with water on my face, I tried to bury trauma

And it's eating me up, I think it's why i lost the weight

Now i'm dealing with the aftermath feelings everyday

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I remember being so desperate for change

I told my mom about being an addict, I stayed the same

And I remember every time that she used it against me

Never trust a person that only loves for their own gain

If reliving the past was a crime

I'd be in the box, tally lines, doin time

I don't think you're really worth the time

Bending over backwards drawing lines for you

Personal pleasure master manipulator

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow

I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low

I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow