I Love Car Bomb Lyrics

From the depth you've dove in past tense

Like a clout you wear in remembrance

A past self that's always been an addict

No bad parts what's the role he managed?

Fire-fighting for the exile

He used to play till his brother walked in

An innocence draped in wolf's clothing

Underneath I just want to live

You'll make it through

With all of you

I swear I'm not being pulled apart like back then

Everything was identity crisis

With those fingers pointed at me

Pointing them back, the shame is not for me!

Anyway…

Underneath me is I Am

Pray to the existent self

It can't be extinguished

Then

Over

This

Self

Ego

Two

Parts at

war

to

Save me

I'm not done!

We sat at the table well adorned with plastic placemats

Where was the style?

Where were the people?

We were just sitting around waiting for the rapture

You were not my family

You were my captors

I listened to you ramble on and on about the shit you hated

Where was I?

Where was the lifeline?

You were just sticking to your guns, you were a military son

And I will never see you again

I will never see you again

Live in your pit of selfish misery

I've come clean, and I don't want to be wanted by you

To love myself