CLOSE MY EYES Lyrics

Dark place

I'm in a quiet place

I'm in a dark place, woah

I'm just trying to escape

Feeling a race of emotions, I don't know how to feel

Shouldn't be having these thoughts, my mind is on a wheel

I don't know how to control it, I'm trying to take the wheel

I hope I don't crash but I'm starting to peel

I gotta close my eyes, I can't tell what's real

I can't feel the fire from the sun no more

I don't know who to trust, I gotta close that door

I gotta talk to God, starting from the source

I know I been here before but I just feel it more

I stop doing drugs, now I'm feeling more

Maybe I shouldn't have quit, shit ain't good for my head

Shouldn't have went cold turkey on the meds

Shit is fucking with my head

Shit be fucking with my head

I can't sleep, I can't go to bed

I gotta take sleep meds, just to get out my head

Gotta focus up on that bag, I know this shit get bad, woah

Shit gotta get real bad before it's gonna get on go

You just gotta let go what you can't control

Going through the darkest times, just don't let it show

Feeling a race of emotions, I don't know how to feel

Shouldn't be having these thoughts, my mind is on a wheel

I don't know how to control it, I'm trying to take the wheel

I hope I don't crash but I'm starting to peel

I gotta close my eyes, I can't tell what's real

I can't feel the fire from the sun no more

I don't know who to trust, I gotta close that door

I gotta talk to God, starting from the source

Yeah, I'm on the other side

I love you, though