I Forgive U ft. Hadassah Lyrics

Hey there dad I guess it's time I came clean

I feel bad I meant to try and deceive

You and that did bring a divide that seeped

Way down past the brink of trying to bring

Us closer again it's time to repent

We can't make amends but time will inject

Us with a good dose of a glimmer of hope

It is a sad note we're sinners I know

At the very beginning we could have built a kingdom

You didn't burry your demons and doof you started beating

Me like a rag doll it is no insult

I tried to ask for a little bit of mercy

You were a pastor supposed to be reformed

The lies a pasport to stifle my mouth hurting

Me like I was a little object I guess I was a punching bag

My mind's in a brittle subject I rest in nightmares dad

Yeah your dad was abusive

Don't you dare spazz intrusive

I hate this rap in truth with

All of the brats in juve-

Nile prisons guess my brain is my prison testing dangerous

Lies listen repping shameless my witness somehow's headless

If it was only up to me I would retrace my steps in time

And I would only keep the memories that deflate the ribs you broke

I forgive U dad

I forgive U dad

I forgive U dad

The past is in the past

I'm not tryna shame face you but I'm sleepless

I'm not lying hate made cause I see my demons

Yeah they're creeping while I'm bleeding in my dreaming they ain't leaving

I can't see the way to free me my minds eating me like easy

Now the depressions a weapon I won't take no pill bottles

Cause I'll dementia the insects yeah I hate the world's shuttle

What am I really saying? I'm still here feeling pain with

Every beating breaking the cycle steering brakeless

If I've got to wake from one more nightmare

I might just go crazy cause the war's my fear

I won't hear I'm great cause I carry so much baggage

I'm not having it be tragic sadly all my pain

Made me become aggressive Satan's apprentice but I'mma defect

Pray that I'll make arrests with J. And then live with my kids impressed

By what their rapper daddy reached yeah and Grandpa ain't a weed

Cause I had to learn to breath, learn your past to forgive

I forgive U dad

I forgive U dad

I forgive U dad

The past is in the past

Yeah this track's man to man yeah I'll rap standing dad

If I'm whack then I'll have you as dad hand your past

To the awesome power of the God who can make you regenerate

Like the Marvel monster in the comics that's named Logan the mutant

The Wolverine shot with adamantium wiped memory rotting as he stands in hurt

Killing himself from the inside out really that's how I feel inside now

It's a very big toxic apple poisoning me turning my face sheet white

I've buried the shocking mantle chocking me green burning my taste inside (I forgive U)

I forgive U dad

I forgive U dad (I forgive U)

I forgive U dad

The past is in the past

I forgive you man to man

Dad I forgive you man to man

I still love you dad

Just don't hurt Luan like you did me

I forgive you for all of it dad right here right now

I really love you