Decisions Lyrics

Can all of this pressure be too much?

Remember when Ivy was two months

Now I turn 26 in a few months

Weight on my shoulders so heavy I'm kneeling I'm bouta' propose in a few months

Maturing for me was just me realizing it's okay to ask for assistance

What else am I missing?

As I stare off in the distance

Kidd why can't your lyrics be Christian

W-why when I talk they don't listen

Decisions decisions, I gotta' make so much decisions

Every step gotta move with precision

Gotta' make 'em wait no time for questions"Final choice do you have any questions?"

Actually a few of 'em maybe

Not right now, whatchu' whippin' today see?

You picked out a name for the baby?

Decide on a ring for the lady?

Can you tell me what gotchu' so spacey? (Decisions)

Or am I just getting too big for my britches

I feel I'm on fire the journey I'm walkin' I look back and notice I'm burning down bridges

I Got me questioning all my decisions

Like, was all the benefits worth it?

Were all my actions with purpose?

It's so hard to be perfect I'm imperfect

I'm used to me pushing my limits

I got older and learned all my limits

Every end come with a new beginning

So I'm lookin at my new beginnings

Like what is beginning to end?

I feel the path that I'm on feel like life just get harder

As dearly depart I'm enjoying it less

Why are my angels so quiet and demons so loud

Like they right in my face and I'm smelling they breath

And I feel the crack in my spine as I break off foundation from losing my mind not just losing my friends

And I've cheated death a few times although I can't speak for others Condolences they were unlucky I guess

No one can tell when I'm losing myself

I still put my faith all in everyone else

I got the pills and the weed on the desk then act like I speak from the book on the shelf

Should I open up this time?

My thoughts exactly when they question my health

They judging me all from the past that I came not the three years I counseled to work on myself

Decisions, sometimes the pressure is too much

Decisions, the worst ones are made in an instance

Decisions, with the best of intentions

Decisions