Too Many Times Lyrics

Too many times these niggas told me

I couldn't do it

But I remember when my teachers told me

They told me that I could do anything if

I put my mind to it. Haha yeah it just

It just took me a minute, it took me

It took me patience, it took me

To stop comparing myself to these peons

Huh to these niggas, to these bitches, cause

It's like we got a different life path

Just stay solid, stay golden nigga

They left me lonely, that made me a monster

Back against the wall, won't be no draw

I'm gon' go bonkers

Too many times they told me I couldn't do it

I still did it though

I speak making hits when it comes to this music

Fluent, really , bro, resilient

It ain't too much can wear me down, cause

I seen blood shutter

Helped a mother bury her daughter

The same way that she buried her mother

Twelve years with her man, died in front

Of her children, by the hands of her lover

I don't trust nobody, I wasn't even safe

In my home from the hands of my brother

Nigga, and that's just the way that I live

I had to be cautious, I walked on eggshells, because hell would break loose if

I ain't know the deal

I was so anxious, it's a thin line

Between love and hate

How I feel bout my brother, I really can't say

Family distinction, I try hard to stay from

But sometimes I really get wrapped up

Like presents

Always something wrong, I'm snuffed out

And in any second, I can tweak out

I get reckless. Before I die

Tryna check off my checklist

But sometimes I feel I got a death wish

Often, I feel I'm burning like flesh lit

They left me lonely, that made me a monster

Back against the wall, won't be no draw

I'm gon' go bonkers

Too many times they told me I couldn't do it

I still did it though

I speak making hits when it comes to this music

Fluent, really , bro, resilient

It ain't too much can wear me down, cause

I seen blood shutter

Helped a mother bury her daughter

The same way that she buried her mother

Twelve years with her man, died in front

Of her children, by the hands of her lover

I don't trust nobody, I wasn't even safe

In my home from the hands of my brother

So many cycles, I wish

Dana could've broken hers

Twelve years down the drain, was robbed

Of her life, he spit them broken words

How you take her life in front of her children

Trauma, mad adverse

They saw their mother take her last breath

Murdered by father, made it worse

To know her grandmother

Died the same way, made it clear

She had a curse

Rest in peace, Dana, while you was alive

I saw you treasured the earth

I met you at a shelter when

I was homeless, there you were

We bonded so much so that

I made sure your funeral I worked

They left me lonely, that made me a monster

Back against the wall, won't be no draw

I'm gon' go bonkers

Too many times they told me I couldn't do it

I still did it though

I speak making hits when it comes to this music

Fluent, really , bro, resilient

It ain't too much can wear me down, cause

I seen blood shutter

Helped a mother bury her daughter

The same way that she buried her mother

Twelve years with her man, died in front

Of her children, by the hands of her lover

I don't trust nobody, I wasn't even safe

In my home from the hands of my brother