Healing ft. MVSSIE Lyrics

I'm far from what I want

A shadow in the dark

I feel so spent

Like I have nothing at all

I'll try to play the part

Disguising all of my faults

Hard to forget

What you can't control

Drowning my thoughts

So much I can't breathe

Am I just lost

In what I can't see

I'll break down

Til I find my way

I'm not my mistakes

Will I break away?

I can't shake

This feeling

Broken Heart's

Still beating

I'm far from

Believing

That my scars

Are healing

Keep waking up in the dark

This never ending nightmare

The end is so far

I don't know how I'm holding on

You see this beauty in pain

But my death's underway

I need a saving grace

'Cause I'm walking the grave

Send me through the fire

Burn me alive

I'm fighting for my life

Are you satisfied

I'll break down

'Til I find my way

I'm not my mistakes

Will I break away

I can't shake

This feeling

Broken Heart's

Still beating

I'm far from

Believing

That my scars

Are healing

I'm holding on

To what I'm not

This mask

I'm wearing

I can't shake

This feeling

Broken Heart's

Still beating

I'm far from

Believing

I'll break down

Til I find my way

I'm not my mistakes

Will I break away?

I can't shake

This feeling

Broken Heart's

Still beating

I'm far from

Believing

That my scars

Are healing