My Self Fulfilling Tragedy Lyrics

Would you hurt me in every universe?

Would you question it all and leave me for dead?

Was it ever worth anything at all if it never meant anything to you?

I'm living off of Chloraseptic

Cold FX and playoff upsets

Wondering if you'll ever leave my mind

Tell me you love me one last time

Just so you can hear yourself lie one more time

All I ask is one more day

Beginning to eat less as I turn gray

Sat on the riverside & washed away

Take my bones and make him a bouquet

Hoping to see and reap what I pray

Poison my roots as I turn gray

Sat in the solitude and it ate away

I'll start my life again next Monday

No matter how many times I say I'll change

No matter how many times I say I got over you

No matter how many times I resent my past

No matter how many times I say you're right

I'll always just be me

Always, my self-fulfilling tragedy

So tell me you love me one last time

And I'll convince myself that you told the truth

All I ask is one more day

Beginning to eat less as I turn gray

Sat on the riverside & washed away

Take my bones and make him a bouquet

Hoping to see and reap what I pray

Poison my roots as I turn gray

Sat in the solitude and it ate away

I'll start my life again next Monday

So now you know my secret

I sang it so you'd sing it

My demons are off a leash

For a moshpit of theatre kids

Closing, frozen, is December already here?

Every snowflake feels like a dagger to my soul

Fear it, so I'd live it, always comes true if you believe it

Look at me like strangers & tell me you've never felt like home

Is this desire that I lost?

Or a piece of me along every track that I crossed?

All I ask is one more day

Beginning to eat less as I turn gray

Sat on the riverside & washed away

Take my bones and make him a bouquet

Hoping to see and reap what I pray

Poison my roots as I turn gray

Sat in the solitude and it ate away

I'll start my life again next Monday