the recollection Lyrics

Was there anything I could've did better

Feel like all I ever showed you was the love and affection

But back of your mind, never knew how it affects you

All I wanted to do was protect you

But maybe I was overprotective and way too selective

'Cause breaking your heart was never the objective, huh

Know I got some behaviors that need some correcting

But you won't the easiest person I dealt with

Like making me paranoid, on that you seem hellbent

Now I wear a lil' void in my heart and I hope you can tell it

And I hope when I drop that you listening

Saying you felt this

How I'm supposed to feel when I found out

That you back on the pills, and you strung out

At the bottom of a bottle and you're gone now

Tell me, do you feel like you won, wow

Ooh

Baby, you dirty for that

Tryna make this weigh on my mind, oh yeah

Type of shit make me not wanna take you back

Never did this to you, and you know that's a fact

Ooh, it's not my fault, never did you that wrong

Got me singing on this song

Like I never cared for you, oh nah

Oh nah

Thought you was gone with the wind

Then you brought me back in again

And I'm ready to sin

Ooh-ooh-ooh

Wish it ain't go down like that

Wish we ain't go out so sad

Lost my whole world in a day

So tell me how I'm supposed to deal with that

Don't know how to feel when the demons attack

Don't know when the real me will be back

Got keep my head on my shoulders, never turn my back

How we let it go this far

I don't know, oh, woah

Supposed to shoot straight for the stars

But this house can't be no home

Until you come back home