I Can Not Feel Lyrics

I can not live like this no more

I can not drink like this no more

I can not feel to love no more

I can not feel

I can not hear you speak anymore

Disappear in the breeze oh lord

I can not live like this no more

I can not feel

This little story's bout me yea

This little story's for you yea

This little story's for

I been upset at my self for the choices that I've made

I've held to long on the past and now it don't seem to fade

The evil side is contagious it's with me everyday

I'm not a victim but addiction really got me now

Drained in my liquid try to quit it but I don't know how

They think I'm good but my emotions hide behind a smile

Traumatized but I idolized for a better future

They compliment me but most at times I feel like a loser

Tough to admit when you think to yourself thinking what's good for your health only stems from just needing help yea

Lost in a world when I drive

I tend to picture what can really with the motivation buried inside

I don't envy on anybody but the mindset they were given

Makes me angry at the fact that I don't see what has been risen listen

Like my children I see

A chance to be a better father

But these voices in my head got me feening for what I bother

Cuz my daughter and my son always look at me as the one

But her in fucking up

Avoiding luck avoiding truth avoiding hope avoiding faith

Avoiding love avoiding god it's like I don't know where to stay it's like

My bodies now giving up and what's worst it's not even enough for me to try to fight it I think I just need some guidance