destroy Lyrics

I couldn't help but walk away in tears

Felt like everything had come to an end

All you said was ok

And it made my mind shut down

Cold as death I walked away and felt my state descend

I slammed my head into my wall until I felt dumb

I never knew you drowned in tears until our words spilt out

I've never felt so torn apart over something we talked about

Dug myself a bigger hole and fell to my death

And I can't fuck and I can't sleep without the lightning overhead

We talked again and I felt sick of hearing myself

I don't- don't

I don't know why this even matters she can hold her breath all by herself

Do I seem like the kind of freak who wants to take control

I don't want to abandon reason and fall back into this hole

If I did what is the point of trying to crawl out

Every time this fucking happens I write another album

And I end them with the lightest note to remind myself why I should be happy

But I'm still rotting I'm still rotting but for what for what reason after all

(Destroy destroy destroy destroy destroy destroy destroy destroy)

A mason jar of ashes

A call from the landline

Matte gunmetal alloy

In my hands, I remember how it felt

Raindrops dropping on my head

Rosemary grows in my prison cell

What's the ultimate endpoint

If I only destroy myself

Sirens weeping your name

Paint your sorrows with flames

Destroy your shame

Destroy your shame

Destroy your shame

Destroy your shame

Destroy your shame

Destroy your shame

Destroy your shame